Him.
Long time no post. -insert awkward chuckle here-
Yup,I’ve been pretty much occupied with school. Such a sad life of a secondary 4 student.
Andddd I currently have a crush on someone.
Someone who actually knows I exist.
But we don’t talk. At all.
I pretty much like him for his looks.
Oh and he can dance.
Hey,I never claimed not to be superficial.
But he’s super hot.
Like one of the few hot guys in my school.
Unfortunately there’s a lot of rumors going around about him.
Guess I’m attracted to bad boys. Oh well.
Until next time.
My new found love.
Hiya.
I actually wanted to do a new cover today.
Unfortunately,my friend decided to go out with my sort-of ex.
Nice.
Oh well.
The good news is:
MY HEAD VOICE IS COMING BACK.
Slowly.
At a snail’s pace.
Baby steps.
Yeah,you get the picture.
Gosh,I wanna do a freaking cover dammit.
Sigh.
Oh yes,nowadays I’ve been crushing on a certain someone.
Can you guess who he is?
Drum roll please.
-drum sound thingy-
ULRIK MUNTHER.
My soulmate.
He is oh so sexy.
I would jump his bones,I swear.
-fan girl scream/spasms-
AND HE CAN SING.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ooE619CgflY&list=FLwHFjtTyRLJ5qcj1rKnWFFw&index=14&feature=plpp_video
WATCH IT.
HIS VOICE CAN LITERALLY TURN YOUR LEGS INTO JELLY.
Sigh.
If only he came to Singapore.
I would stalk him 24/7 ;)
Kay,enough fantasizing.
Time to get back to the real world.
Hate it when reality kicks in.
:(
Bye.
“O Allah grant me a beautiful & righteous life partner. Aameen.” #islam #dua
(Source: sweetstothesweet)
"True friends. So hard to find therefore cherish them for life:)"
-Personal experience.Word twister.
Rant time. Again.
Though this incident happen quite a long time ago,I never really got it off my chest.
You see, I helped a certain friend of mine last year.
Tried to get him to face reality by having a long heart to heart talk with him.
Honestly,I sincerely wanted to help him.
Even to the point that my friendship with the girl he is completely obsessed with could possibly be affected.
A few months later,my other friend starts being cold and impersonal to me for NO APPARENT REASON.
Avoiding me at all costs,barely talking to me.
To say I was pissed was an understatement.
I mean,I didn’t do ANYTHING to you so why are you behaving as such?
I then found out that the above male had somehow twisted my words around,making it seem like I was the bitch.
Seriously dude?
This is the thanks I get for SINCERELY HELPING YOU?
You jeopardized my friendship with two of my close friends!
What the hell is wrong with you?
Then again,the two girls believed you because you ‘don’t seem like the kind that would lie’.
Hah. Right.
Okay,maybe you didn’t intentionally wanted to ruin me.
But your bitter,lovesick ways caused me to be distant from one of my close friends.
Oh,but I have forgiven you despite the fact that you DIDN’T EVEN APOLOGIZE TO ME.
Gosh. Guys are such douchebags.
I have resolved to never ever EVER AGAIN help to cure you of your obsessive ways.
Can’t be bothered too anymore.
You can help yourself okay?
Bye.
I won’t apologize for who I am.
Kay,I know I said I was done for the night.
But then this random thought popped into my head.
According to my friend,I don’t strike as the “girlfriend type”.
To him,I’m too loud and tomboyish to be considered a good girlfriend.
I should be more demure and shit blah blah blah.
My response?
“You don’t say.”
Why the hell should I change just to attract guys?
If said guy truly likes/loves me,he will accept me,regardless of my flaws.
Perhaps this is wishful and naive thinking.
But I’m still a girl at heart.
The only reason why I behave like “one of the guys” around my guy friends is because I feel comfortable around them.
The fact that I don’t and will never consider any of them as potential boyfriends help as well.
They are like brothers to me,so why the hell should i act like a damsel in distress?
Do you think I would actually behave like this with a guy I like?
NO WAY IN HELL.
Gosh.
Apparently to him,my best friend is more attractive as she is considerably less….how should I put this…
Loud I guess?
Yeah,she doesn’t insult them as much as I do.
But that’s kinda like my thing,ya know?
If I suddenly started acting like a brainless airhead,I wouldn’t be me.
Apparently,Xinmin guys aren’t into me.
Haha.
I wouldn’t say I don’t care.
But it’s not affecting me as much as I thought it would.
So what if guys find my bestfriend more attractive than me?
At least I’m not ugly or anything.
Insyaallah,I will find a guy who isn’t as judgmental or prejudiced as SOME people.
And he will love me,regardless of my many flaws.
Amin.
All I can say to you is,
No girl will ever truly love you if you merely appreciate them for their looks,not their soul.
Good luck to whoever you have your eyes on.
Then again,I’m pretty sure she won’t reciprocate your feelings.
:)
Final message:
Hate on me all you want. No matter what,I will not change who I am.
I’m not as undesirable as you perceive me to be.
Oh yeah, GO SCREW YOURSELF:)
Goodnight.
